It's one of those nights where you meet a nice and attractive young man that you get along really well with... only to find out that he's a year younger than you.
It's one of those nights where two strange RM's hit on you in the strangest ways possible.
"No, we have not met before. Stop trying to be all charming by trying to remember me. There's nothing to remember."
"No, I don't like you kissing my hand and attempting to stroke my hair. I've known you for 2 minutes."
It's one of those nights where every single one of your roommates has finished their homework and are partying. And making you feel like a dweeb since you're diligently doing yours.
It's one of those nights where I remember why I haven't really been social this semester.
It's one of those nights that I wish these weird boys would find ANYWHERE ELSE IN THE WORLD to talk than right outside my door.
It's one of those nights where I just want to be at USU (I did tell you I officially decided to transfer, right?)
It's one of those nights... where I just want a real friend with me.
I miss you, Suze.
Oh my Banelly:( :( :(
ReplyDeletePlease tell me you at least slapped the boy that kissed your hand? What a schmarm!
And I'm sorry:( I know how those days feel. If it's any consolation I'm probably going to cry myself to sleep tonight over the fact that you're leaving me for Logan. I understand and everything, I'm just not sure I can ever forgive you. How am i supposed to run into you on campus for a good spaz out or possible cry? You're one of the good ones Shanelle, a person I could never get sick of. You just make me feel kinda whole. I love you.
Please don't be too sad, I'm sure you'll be better tomorrow. You've got a lot of things going for you. Don't forget how loved you are <3
Today I:
Went to the Laie Temple for baptisms. It's beautiful. The temple workers were silly and slow, so I got to spend a lot of time just thinking and enjoying. I have a testimony of Temple work, and of my sisters through the veil that I'm able to do work for. I can't wait till I can go join them and celebrate in our salvation together. Life is for joy, isn't it.